mon 12 feb - wed 14 2007

went out for a walk. spent the rest of the week catching up on my online classes, and readings. on wednesday evening i was very confused about several things in my life. i did not want to hound the people i'd asked to submit references for me. so i took it all to prayer, in addition i was struggling with feeling bound by sin so i took it to prayer (which i'd already been doing) this time i asked for victory or death. i figured if i was going to continually struggle with this sin and ultimately be defeated by it i would rather die now and face the consequences as opposed to struggle for years only to be turned away.